You are no longer an angel on earth yet one in heaven.

 

There are days that I feel that my already shattered to a million pieces heart cannot take any more, and today is one of those days.

 

This amazing girl….she and I were extremely connected….she may not have been able to hear nor see, yet her nose was second to none, and she always seemed to know when I was on my way home.

 

There was not enough time to show you how wonderful this world could be Miss Jamila….

 

I tried my best and packed all I could into the few years you did have with me….

 

I really wanted you to be a miracle and beat this OSCC. Yet, you poor beautiful body could not win any more battles….you survived such horrific conditions in Egypt, being bred over and over, pneumonia, tumours, having to have bilateral eye enucleations, anorexia just to name a few things…..

 

Tied up with your brother, abandoned to die and before you were found, your brother did die.

 

I am unbelievably lost without you…Miss Chrissy and Mr. Romeo are also…as is my Crush, not to mention the other dogs who respected and adored you like I do.

 

I cannot believe we shall have no more grand adventures any longer. You showed a whole community that eyes are not needed to ‘see’ the world and to reach deep into peoples souls.

 

You proved to so many naysayers how perfect you are and that special needs dogs are no less deserving or loving than any other dogs.

 

I have zero regrets bringing you into my heart and home and thank you for your spirit, the life fantastic lessons you taught not just others yet me too, and for being that one in a billion dog. A once in a lifetime Dane!

 

I shall forever hear in my dreams those sweet not to be denied ‘demanding’ yet excited sounds you saved just for me!

 

2024 can just taking a flying leap…..